I’m dealing with this right now. There is something that I am thinking of doing and of course, I’m afraid of actually saying what it is because if I chicken out, I don’t have to really share all the details with you. But it’s something that I would like to try and, I think if I applied myself to it, it would really benefit my family in the long run.
It could be a way to help with bills and dreams.
And we have a lot of both of those.
I know that I need to just get over my fears and step outside my comfort zone. I know that I need to at least try it or I will always wish and wonder. If I ever want Bean to be the kind of person that lets nothing stand in her way, I can’t let things stand in my way either.
Lead by example.
I do realize I could completely suck at this. There have been other opportunities in the past that I’ve half-way tried and failed. Well, the opportunities didn’t fail. I failed at applying myself. I know this.
I also know that this isn’t that big a deal in the grand scheme of things. I mean, I know it’s not “rocket surgery” as that old commercial used to say. It’s just something small. But I am intimidated by it nonetheless.
I guess I’m just going to have to decide if I can find out how to stop wishing and wondering and lean how to try and see.