She makes me cry.

Dear Bean,

You make me cry every day.  Yeah, I think I’ve cried in some fashion every single day since you were born. 

Sometimes I cry because I think you love the nannies more than me.  Sometimes I cry because you are away from me.  Sometimes I cry because I’m afraid I’m not doing the best job I can by you.  Lately I’ve cried because you are growing up so very fast.  You change every day.  Most of the time, it’s for the better.  Those days you sneak in a tantrum, well, those aren’t good crying days.

But most of the time I cry because you are my dream come true, and I am so very thankful that you are in our lives.  (Yep, I’m crying again.) 

I'm sure there will be days that you make me cry that aren't so good.  But remember this...I am thankful that I have you in my life to cry over. 

Love,
Mommy